I won’t specify what triggered it, but I was feeling angry, jealous of others, and a bunch of other despair. It definitely reflected in how I interacted with Shian-Ren and Ru-Jun the whole day. Toward the end of the day I acknowledged this to both of them and apologized. I felt much better yesterday so I think it was a bit of a cleanse to go through that. Not that I want to again any time soon.
Saturday was a bit dark for me July 21, 2014