Ru-Jun, especially when tired, has a strong tendency to want to be very cuddly and clingy and generally everywhere that I am. As if we are not two different beings but one unitary being. Very annoying. I may long for some of this one day when she doesn’t want to do stuff with me like she does as a little kid. But for now her development depends on her becoming more independent.
Fewer tantrums April 28, 2012
Ru- Jun is having fewer tantrums these days. But she still has them. Being hungry and/or tired often are contributing factors. She has to kearn to be OK with being not in 100% physical comfort and having to deal with things. Patience too has yet to really develop.
about the joy and the beauty April 27, 2012
I have a lot of anger at the situation. But it’s nobody’s fault, so it’s rather pointless. I’ve always been about the beauty. And things are still beautiful. Shian-Ren and I certainly got beauty in Ru-Jun. So we’ll continue to be about the beauty. I also need to be about the joy. The joy has to shine through whatever happens.
This was my thought process driving to Stony Brook with Ru-Jun this morning.
Looks like April 26, 2012
another bout of ashma. Staying home today except for Dr. visit and to get meds…
coughing a bit April 25, 2012
Ru-Jun has a bit of a cough. So we did the nebulizer with albuterol around dinner time. I’ll listen to her breathing tonight. Hopefully it gets not worse. Cough may be going around in her daycare…